I could never understand,but I know I tried.

But trying just ain't good enough,so all the best to me.
And if I didn't wanna know it probably wont be bugging me this much huh?

And bout the substitution thing.
Yea,I'm the sub instead.
I admit I give in a lot, but it doesn't mean I don't have a mind of my own?
Plus,it's not as if i get great advice when / doesn't really give much of a fck bout my life?
All I'd get is probably "Cheer up,don't think too much,take care" what else did you expect?

And I didn't mean it in that sense.
Yea I get it,it has good intention written all over it.
But I need time to snap back into reality after floating around wonderland for so long.

It's probably not easy for you,
but it isn't any easier for me either.
You think I'd have someone there?
Well I don't.
And thats not the freaking reason I'm concern.
But I'm gonna stop dragging you down.
I'm gonna stop being selfish.
I'm sorry for making life harder than it already is.